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Words.
Words often hurt and sting harder and deeper than a bee, they can put you into rage or set your anger free. But words can also be healing, satisfying and calming – they can help you to go on with your life and they can help you to tell someone what you really feel for him/her. Words are one of those things people use without thinking about their power and without recognizing the actual gift in having the ability to use them.
At this point my heart beats heavy and millions of words are flying around in my head and in my thoughts and actually there is only one thing I would like to point out. Words have to be used wisely. And therefore I want to wisely and officially speak out a thank you to someone who showed me that love can be real. Who showed me that I am great in everything I do and that I have to believe in myself – even though I know others do not or talk behind my back about me. So there I go – Thank you W for this love – even though it seemed to be a short event it kind of changed my life and I am happy to call you a dear friend now because you know me and you know my fears and my flaws and you never judge me.
I think I can be happy now if I move on slowly and get my act together because I have so many hopes and dreams and plans waiting for me – and therefore it means I have to work a lot, but not just on things like writing, a collection or a proper job – but also on things like my inner self, my motivations and my deepest hidden wishes and one day they’ll come true. And one day, when I am ready comes along a guy that will love me forever until I am happily ever after. But for now I am thankful for what you have given me – strength, dignity and so much love.
So everyone use your words to point out all you think – correctly, precisely and above all wisely and thoughtful. Everything you say will come back to you one day and the you will be judged and therefore you must be able to stand up tall for yourself and be proud of everything you have done and everything you have said. It is alteration time. Finally. And I grow up here. Slowly but good – just like a rose. I have thorns, but I am beautiful and strong and capable of really anything I have set in mind.
The world is mine to conquer. This life is my own show. I will get hurt but I will always stand up again to smile and to go on.
XOXO
Mr.StrictlyIntimate
P.S. Remember the one thing that is true – you can never take back words you’ve spoken out!
Watch me Shine
I sit here on my big bed, with my laptop and hundrets of handwritten pages with notes on my bachelor assignment and another hundred books with notes and important quotations and information about the british military uniform and its development throughout the centuries. And even though I feel weak and kind of sick and stressed out I still feel my inner motivation talking to me and telling me to stick with it, through it and to fight for my goal to get ma bachelor’s degree in june, though every one around me tells me that this is almost impossible. Well, I believe in it, because I believe in myself and all my strength and skills. No matter what, I can do this and there is a song, that gives me a lot of strength in times when I feel weak and losing my motivation:
Joanna Pacitti – Watch me Shine
Ooh.. I’m not
You average type Of girl
I’m gonna show the world the strength in me
That sometimes they can’t see
I’m about to switch my style
And soon things may get wild
But I will prove I can conquer anything
So from my head to toe I’m taking full control
I’ll make it on my own
This time
(Better watch me shine)
CHORUS:
Better watch out
Going for the knockout
And I won’t stop
Till I’m on top now
Not gonna give up
Until I get what’s mine
Better check that I’m about to upset
And I’m hot now
So you better step back
I’m taking over
So watch me shine
So Get ready
Here I come
Until the job is done
No time to waste
There’s nothing stopping me
Oh
But you don’t hear me though
So now it’s time to show
I’ll prove I’m gonna be the best I can be
So from my head to toe
My mind body and soul
I’m taking full control
This time
CHORUS:
Better watch out
Going for the knockout
And I won’t stop
Till I’m on top now
Not gonna give up
Until I get what’s mine
Better check that I’m about to upset
And I’m hot now
So you better step back
I’m taking over
So watch me shine
BRIDGE:
Bet you don’t think I can take it
But my mind and body are strong
Bet you don’t think I can make it
It won’t take long
Bet you don’t think I can take it
But my mind and body are strong
Bet you don’t think I can make it
It won’t take long
Now watch me shine…
CHORUS:
Better watch out
Going for the knockout
And I won’t stop
Till I’m on top now
Not gonna give up
Until I get what’s mine
Better check that I’m about to upset
And I’m hot now
So you better step back
I’m taking over
So watch me shine
Now watch me shine…
CHORUS:
Better watch out
Going for the knockout
And I won’t stop
Till I’m on top now
Not gonna give up
Until I get what’s mine
(Until I get what’s mine…)
Better check that I’m about to upset
And I’m hot now
So you better step back
I’m taking over
So watch me shine
Watch me…
Watch me shine…
Watch me
Whenever you doubt in your own abilities, skills and strengthness just have a little more faith in yourself and listen to this song – shake your doubts away and smile – so everyone can watch you shine!
XOXO
Mr.StrictlyIntimate
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