Mr.StrictlyIntimate

the Life, the Love and the Sex of Vienna.

Threesome


Mostly I wake up in the morning to realize that everything is actually quite fine the way it is, but today it wasn’t unfortunately.
In the time I was living at my boyfriend’s flat I often wondered if living together with your boyfriend and his room mate was actually similar to a threesome and yet I had to realize that somehow it truly was.
There will always be the one you love in between the two parts of a threesome minus you, but there will always be the third party interfering, roughing up and stiring emotions while you are kicked onto the sidelines watching as the scenes between the two parties are going on to drift apart. And you in between feeling guilty and falling.

Somehow you realize that love does not only involve you and the other one, but all those you and the other one pulls to include into the relationship while you are there hopelessly reaching out to not get drownd between all those people he knows for oh so long and you who are there since what?! A month. Maybe two?

How many rights do you really have here? How many rights to stand up and speak out what you feel. Really Feel? Is there a law – an official one that tells you to step back and let it work the way it should between the parties you should not get involved into? And there you are caught asking yourself, ‘What can I really do?’; ‘How much should I really get involved into this scenario?’; ‘How much can I say or do or share or think aloud?’.

Are you even aloud to think in a threesome like that?

XOXO

Mr.StrictlyIntimate

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